I’m done getting my hopes up for you. I know that when the time is right, you will be here and by then I’ll be even more ready for you. But for right now, I need to focus on me and him and our education for you. This is for you and I know you will appreciate me waiting for you so that I am able to give you whatever you need. We want the best for you. I need to stop thinking about myself and how I feel and start thinking about you, because when you come it will be all about you.
I love you now and always will.